Sobriety is overrated!

One day I will sober up. One day I will love again. I pray one day I will let you go. One day.. I will sober up. I hope my liver gives out so I can continue to be happy. Otherwise I fear I may kill myself. Cheers. To giving up on my dreams. To giving up on myself. I guess I'll learn just how far my body will take me. Maybe I'll find rest tonight. Maybe I'll get sober.
Who am I kidding? I'm a drinker. That's what I do.