What if we are the robots?

What if we are the robots and the computers we are creating are merely the 13th floor? Ponder and expand on this topic in the future Lamog. Write a book. It will be understood. We are not a virus. We are an attempt at the cure. There are more stars than there are black holes. A far of reach for answers, but a well proposed simple understanding of the universe. I watched a progression of art of a person under the influence of LSD. I wonder what happened. I've been programmed to accept that inducing chemical imbalances are NOT the answer. Under study, we find incoherence and therefore, insanity through chemical imbalanace. I contest the motion. Dissidence is the key to happiness. Because harmony is fabricated. Symmetry is the worship of the imperfect and asymmetry is the flow of the water of life.

I don't understand rape.
I don't understand the super rich.
In my young age I believed there was a cure for cancer. Now I am watching a documentary of a Dr. Stanislaw Burzynski who has discovered an extremely effective approach to combating cancer. The "legal system" (by legal system I mean "money" (by money I mean "Big Pharma")) has pursued him beyond the fullest extent and kept his treatment under intense political scrutiny to the general public. I wonder how much of this documentary is fabricated. The sad truth is, even a documentary can be fabricated and I feel compelled to find answers for myself. However, even if only a small percentage of these reports prove themselves accurate, this doctor stands on the verge of correcting the perspectives of every single big company, as well as, every preconceived notion of treatment for such a radical pandemic yet unsolved for hundreds of years. Within the last century, copious amounts of money have not yet yielded results, and instead have resulted in mindless profits. The rich become richer and the poor become poorer. Reading articles of community and of incredible information exchange, I firmly believe our generation is poised to take control of our planet in a positive manner. It is rumored the world will undergo a significant "re-awakening" in 2012. I wonder how true this calculation is. The closer this year comes, the more firmly I believe in the inevitable.

Not unlike the industry I pursued, video description, I feel snuffed. The only market that receives resistance compared to other markets around the globe is the United States. The only market suffering massive hemorrhaging of intelligent work force are the United States. One might argue that with the spread of information and technology around the world perhaps everyone else is "catching up" with our "democratic super power". I am becoming more and more livid with the apathetic nature this culture continues to practice. However, I find hope in states like Hawaii, where citizens stand up and decide to "get things done".

I am appalled at the blatant ignorance of bureaucracy. Content is king. Data is defining. Yet obvious answers evade even the most skilled and informed politician for mere gain. Not even monetary or intellectual, but pure gain.

I love humanity. But if you have data, what is the use? I wonder if Gandhi ever asked such a question? I imagine such an enlightened one would. I imagine his answer may reveal a harsher truth than necessary. Humans are gullible in the most fortunate of ways.

I can feel her. I am addicted.