Too often I find myself writing down my experiences in this blog about the negative. Even now I feel hopeless and depressed. But that's not going to stop me from expressing the positive emotions I have right now. I am back in college. I am making the effort I should have ten years ago to pursue a degree. It is quite difficult right now. I have not exactly set myself up for success. I have decided to work full time, keep my relationship with someone vitally important to me, as well as, pursue my Bachelor in Computer Science to the fullest extent I am able. This summer intersession is already proving particularly taxing even though I am only taking two classes. The classes are compressed into a five week study and I already feel behind on my English material. I am all caught up this weekend thankfully.
I think I'll start there. Simple. I miss my baby bug. A LOT. At least she is having fun. Even if it is not with me. I am happy for her.
I love you baby. You are amazing in every way. I am so proud of you. I miss you so much.
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