when you realize there is no saving you. what do you do? when you realize there is no comprehending you. what can you say? when you realize you are an asshole. who do you tell? when you realize you are a fuck up. how do you admit it? i am all of the above. i tried to warn you. i am heartless. i am an asshole. i am worthless. i fucked up my life. i chose this. let me be. it is better this way. you deserve so much better and i believe you will find it.
truth finds me where ever she goes. i admire her. she is relentless and won't let up. i would take her for granted if i knew how. instead i bow down to her and admit defeat. truth escapes me at every turn. i carry her on my shoulders without shame. few can appreciate this. fewer have the patience to listen to me express her. those few include me. i am a late bloomer. i have fought for my beliefs. i lose constantly. perhaps i believe poorly. perhaps i believe wrongly. according to those i believe in, i stand corrected. truth is escapable. truth is false. truth is my ally. when truth suits me. i do not know truth. i fear desire. i am a fuck up.
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